Confused..To be Or not To be..

Today supposed to be our 3th month together..still remember how we celebrated our first month..it was sweet.. certainly a great memories...

We was like normal...chat..couple quarrel..sweet..and then she asked a question.. that totally chg my mood.. she asked " can u give me ur msn + fb password.. i was stunned.. because i knew a fight are about to start... we talked about this b4.. i just wan some privacy.. cant?
Am i wrong just because i dun wan give u my password?
And then u get angry and said: we dun trust each other.. i cheated on u.. and ur tired of it? WHAT THE FUCK LA!? u angry means angry la.. why u said i CHEATED ON U!? u know what does that mean?! U ACCUSED ME!..Goddamn.. All the loyalty i offered vanished just by one words of urs.. maybe u dint notice !? BUT I STOPPED BEING A FCKING PLAY BOY ! and its bcuz of u! and then about the " we dun have trust in each other"? EXCUSE ME!? I asked for ur password and whats ur reply? u said u got some secret stuff and something private..oh~ so now i dun have my privacy and private stuff la? what r u? Obama la now!? From last time till now.. i never say No to all demands.. I try to do my best to cope with u.. tell me.. Did i ever ever say No when u asked me something?! and guess what? ur the one that keep on saying NO NO NO NO NO from last time.. and ur fcking telling me ur tired ? dude i am not a doll k? i cant just nod my head and take all the blame all the time.. IS THIS WHAT U CALL LOVE!? HAPPY 3 MONTH~! HA'HA'HA.....T_T..

24.08.09 I Cry Le...

Today We fight so many time le...
First is because of the money issues..Then Because Of Ur Net Friend..
I fight with ur net friend.. finally.. he only say wont view ur blog only.. U start moody le..
You told me.. U very sad... Because u will lost a friend.. a friend SO special that u cold to me..
I ask u.. "U rather lost this bf than losing this friend"? .. I was really angry back then..
And u replied "WHAT U MEAN? HE IS A SPECIAL FRIEND TO ME! HE WAS THERE WHEN I SAD! HE WAS THERE WHEN I NEEDED HIM!.. what should be my response? i mean..
AM I NOT UR BF? OR HE IS!!? u said he was there when u sad.. u said he gave u the support u need..I asked " where am i when u sad"? u replied.. " U R THE ONE THAT HURT ME "..
I Keep ON TELL MYSELF.. DUN SAD..MUST KEEP ON TAHAN.. U CANNOT FIGHT WITH HER... So i just Kept quiet for awhile.. and suddenly.. i just felt like crying.. i mean.. IS THIS ALL MY FAULT? WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAS TO BE ON ME! ...so i cried a few..
And the u told me..something that make me really wanna BREAK with u..
u said "I REALLY HATE U SO WEAK! ALL I WAN IS A BF THAT TAKE CARE ME! NOT A CRY BOY! ".. I WAS LIKE... WTF MAN!? why i cried for! its because of u!....

Sometimes I Wonder...I Cried Because i love u so much.. Or its simply because i am dumb...
Stop crying le..Feel So Weird...Is this the feeling.. TO cry for a girl..? i wondered...

Is MONEY really that important to u..?

I thought of this question alot time ady..
I know.. u like money very much..
But isnt that a little too much?

Everytime we planned to go out.. u sure say ok..
Sometimes.. i really dun have money..
so i will tell u before we go out..after i tell u
U SURE WILL MOODY OR COLD TO ME
I dun know why.. but dont u think its over?
U always said.. If i dont have money.. Then we can dun go out..
I thought in my brain..Why cant u say.. If u dun have money,we pay AA..
I wan go out.. is for myself ma? I just wanna be with u..But how u think?
I am not asking you to pay for me...I just wish sometimes.. u can pay some money for urself..

Tomorrow we wan go out le.. should be a very happy day..I really cant wait for the day to come~
But then... i told u my parent went back my kampung.. So i dun have much money with me..
The only answer i hope from u is.. "Nvm , i will help u in the money stuff"..
But ur answer was.. " U really dun have money!!?.. REALLY DUN HAVE!!!? " And then u said
"How bout we dun watch movie? just walk walk can le".. u know how i felt when i saw that message? ITS HEART BREAKING"..
I just dun wan we argue about this anymore.. REMEMBER --->
" WE GO OUT NOT FOR ME.. ITS FOR US!! US !!.. God dammit.. u know how much i love u? Piff...

My Love Wil Get You Home

Yu...
Don't know why i feel i wil lost u as soon...
Maybe i treats u so cold...so bad
But My Heart still is yours...
It is real...

We wont break..
u wont leave me..
I still Love u so..

Baby, don't moody again...
Because i will be there for u...
i will give u about my LOVE, my support, my life...

My LOVE Will Get You Home

→I L❤VE You←


JusT FroM
Bibi❤SwinG

Is This The End..?

Yesterday..I and Yaya Fought..because of some stupid reasons..
This time.. she really angry le..she ignored me whole day..

Today..we went out..with her cousin..
At first..she treated me like a stranger~
Maybe colder than a stranger..
I tried to calm down..because i know..i really love her..
When we reached Gasoline..Yaya still treats me very cold..
Well Finally..when we sat down.. she strats to flirt and play with me..Lucky i guess..
Then we went to Jusco..she turned completely different from b4.. cold as usual..
>.<.. my brain keep tells me..is this the girl that really loves u Kent?
Are u sure this is Love?..i doubted it at first..then..my heart spoke:
YES!! SHE IS THE GIRL U LOVE U DUMB!! ITS BECAUSE U MAKE HER ANGRY !!
well.. i knew.. i am not a good bf after all.. maybe i lacked of love.. of maybe i am born dumb..
but i do know something for sure..that I REALLY LOVES HER..thats what i know..
IF u see this.. I LOVE U! I DO! WONT GIVE UP.. WONT COMPLAIN.. WONT RETREAT..
LOVES U HAD BECAME A HABBIT TO ME..AND I NOT GOING TO CHG IT!!!

everything will be OK

To Baby Kent:

Anything no need to say,
I just want know...
How long time we still can be with each other??

Answer is…
Forever...

I L❤ve u So...



JusT FroM
BiBi SwinG

YaYa---> I LoVe YoU--->Ti AmErO^^

Haha...it felt so fast...yet so long...
That we had been together for 1 month ^.^
i know that period hasnt been easy for both of us..
but i still hope u enjoy it like i did~..cuz loving u is not easy~^.^
YaYa.. i love u so so much...the feeling of miss ing u killed me long ago~
now that i filled u in my heart...Lonely doesnt exist anymore~
U are there..when i smile..
U are there..when i cry..

U offered me ur hand..when i sad..
U offered me ur heart..when we met..

As time passes by..thus our love grew deeper and deeper~
I knew that u r mine.. so that i am yours...we belong together..NOW AND FOREVER...
Everytime we said goodbye... i wished we had one more kiss..
Everytime we hug.. i hope i can reach ur heart..
You Gave Me Ur Hand..SO Forever Began~

Shuling YaYa.. I LoVe You...MuAKCs..